change in the world.

A lot has been going on in my life since i haven’t been blogging. my grandmother suddenly ended up in the nursing home and died a few days later. i just really was taken back on how fast everything happened.

she was a wonderful lady. she had an a busy life and she did the best with what she had. when my youth minster told my preacher who told my dad that i was gay, it didn’t go to well. my nana told me that my parents were dumb for being mad at me and there was nothing wrong with me, it didn’t change who i have always been and they just couldn’t see that.

she really influenced me to be stronger in who i am even when other people try to change my ways. i am so thankful that she was in my life and her influence on the world will live on through me because i will one day teach my children who will teach theirs on from there. so you could say, in a way, she changed the world.

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It’s you and it’s me.

I wrote this
But here it is in the world.
So maybe it’ll touch someone.
Otherwise it’s useless.

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By Bailee Skye

When the sunrises and it’s time for a new day, the first thing I see, it’s you.
But If only you could see what I do.
Only if your eyes could hold what is true.
You would see how much, my darlin, how much I really love you.

When I hold your hand,
When I kiss your lips,
When I know it’s forever
Because it’s you and it’s me.
We were meant to find love, to find a home that holds no city name,
It’s in the arms of your lover.
And baby it’s me and you.

When the worlds up against you and maybe you’re feelin a little blue
My hands right beside you, ready to hold on tight.
When the rain goes on pourin
And the thunder rolls across these plains.
I’ll be there when you wake up,
I’ll be there when you fall asleep.

When I hold your hand,
When I kiss your lips,
When I know it’s forever
Because it’s you and it’s me.
We were meant to find love,
to find a home that holds no city name,
It’s in the arms of your lover.
And baby it’s me and you.

When tomorrow seems like gloom
When the worries weigh you down.
Just remember that I’ve got you
Because it’s always me and I will always love you

Blink in time

My nana died today
She was 74.
People say she lived a long life.
74 years is a long time compared to our thought of time.
When you compare it to the dawn of the human race it’s compared to minutes. When we are gone our loved ones mourn but people move on and our existence comes to an end.
If you compare my age to hers
I’m 1/3 done with my life.
I’ve done nothing, I am just another blink in time.

I need to do more.
Her death has taught me that.