It’s impossible to see the light when you make your own storms. You drown other people with your rain.
You want more for life maybe you should give more. Even look at what you have and who you have by your side. One good way to make your like bad is to push the only one who has been there to far that they slip away. Not that you care because you can’t see past anything to care about anyone else.
No one owes you a damn thing