I wrote my goodbye letter to her today. Since I leave Monday morning. She is dropping me off at the airport. This letter is it. It is the final words for a love story that didn’t work out. I’ve gone beyond the normal range for this love and I find that maybe the best way I can love her is to end the way it was. Let her become someone new with out me. It’s scary because it changes me too. This means as soon as I step through the airport security I’ve changed my entire life. So Monday is the end and beginning. I just hope that I’m strong enough to make it through whatever comes my way.
Starting Monday I will document the change. That’s what I started writing for anyways. To put my thoughts and my life out there. Maybe to make a difference in someone else’s.