It Finally happened. thats why its snowing outside. i like a taylor swift song,
so thats hell freezing over out there.
At first i was a little suprised. Blank Space.
but it kind of few ways i feel right now.
…..so its gonna be forever or its gonna go down in flames. you can tell me when its over if the high was worth the pain…….
……because we’re young and we’re reckless, we’ll take this way to far it’ll leave you breathless or with a nasty scar……
im not sure i my relationship is going to last. so this is were my connective feelings for this song are coming from.
becuas it is going to last forever, or soon it may go down in flames, im not sure yet. God knows i love her and do want it to lai find things are never in our control though. not even your heart.
so with the maybes that hang in the air will leave me either breathless or with a nasty scar.
hopeful as i am i think the scar is more in my future.
what do you do as you sit and watch your relationship drain of the life it was once full of? how do you stop things you dont control? why does it always work were only one person is trying to rebuild the frame and the other lets the foundation go?
i am growing up so much, im not perfect, but i am truly trying to be a better and stronger person to control my emotions where they cant control me anymore. working on my career. making our life better.
out of left field i maybe with out her.
do you stay and find out if you are worth it? or do you leave with some kind of dignity?
find out if their love was real? of is it ne.
i dont know what to do. if we are gona last. i know its part of the chance you take when you hand someone your heart.
But is there a line when it comes to love? once that its crossed its to much, to far? and if so where do i make that line?